at a time like this,
i just wanna cast this fear away
as i've been once stranded
in this deep, unending void
oh how frail a man can be
when control is out of sight
and uncertainty appears like a giant enemy
who widely soars, loudly roars
proclaiming how mighty he is
and i'm trembling inside, Lord
catching my breath, holding the erratic pulse
pulling my conscience
reminding myself how great Thou are
i've been there,
and i've been making failures
letting myself be steered by nerves
turning my head away from Your will
so at a time like this
i would fix my eyes on You
there's nothing else I would do
but close my eyes, surrender this shameful soul
only unto You
