cause and effect

do you have infrasonic ears?
because that's the only tool to listen what i'm saying
because i have no faith that you own such ultrasensitive heart
because i failed to trust you even since the very beginning
not because it happened too sudden,
but simply because i was not brave enough to believe in myself
and why did i become such a coward?
don't ask.

now that everything's too late to listen,
or even too late to say,
i just wanna complicate
perfect.

too fast

it's too fast. way too fast..
just met them a couple of weeks ago
it's always a thrill to be around new people, especially those who'll share similar path of life
super fresh graduate
rockstar used-to-be
restaurant owner plan-to-be
what-so-called executive
sports genius
physician
financial consultant
movie talent
musicians at heart
and many more professions that i could list down just to assure you that they're all worth mentioning
presenting original characters which can make you wanna stay with them although you're suffering from a terrible monthly stomachache
separatedly will we sail our new boats, from the very beginning of the beach
and as always, anything goes with the beach is painfully sweet
yet here we are, enjoying the sunset which is soon swallowed by the darkness

it's too fast. way way too fast.
i still wanna be here.
laying on the long bench, reading stuffs i'm badly curious about
playing beach volleyball though i don't even have the skill to pass the ball
singing out good old songs accompanied with a humble guitar and domestic hand-made percussions
dancing and shaking my flat ass, as if il were swung by the wind
laughing out hard that i almost forgot you're still chasing us

as i'm strolling down the white sandy beach
listening to the sacred waves for the last time
for a minute i gaze at the conceited boats
then close my eyes as whispering it to you,
it's too fast.... way too fast.